Ryan's 38th birthday and 15th year not here to celebrate it.
I keep hoping the pain of losing him will go away but obviously that's never going to happen. Of course not a word about the investigation into his murder, which probably has been thrown into the cold case files at this point.
All I can do is cry. ðŸ˜
I was recently sent this photo of Ryan and his cousin McKinnon by his aunt, probably taken in 1991, which I had never seen before. It still tears me apart to look at photos of him after all these years.
Happy Birthday in Heaven, Son. 💔 I love you and miss you.
